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Preconscious - EP

by Marble Pawns

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1.
Masquerade 04:22
VERSE 1: Trapped inside the shell of a figure whose presence is much more appropriate Concrete statues with sound foundations and people you'd wished that you'd never met Sorry, I know you've never really cared Too many mental breakdowns have never been repaired If its no trouble I'd really like to leave The worst introductions I've ever received VERSE 2: Twenty-one years since they've felt alive A sun with no spirit can never provide Bitter to drink, ideals that aren't yours But you don't buy anything that's not sold in stores Easy at first, or you'll be getting burned No more reputations that aren't well deserved Broken in two, you get it or you don't. Maybe you'll know it or maybe you wont. And everyone at the masquerade is leading life through a fake parade No dignity, no identity, nothing before personality. (No dignity, no identity, nothing before personality) CHORUS: Dangerous for a while Don't forget to smile Dangerous for your kind In my dreams my visions are lies
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VERSE 1: It's not that difficult and you do it every day You're a product of ideas and the thoughts you'd never say And the strings on a puppet are much thinner than you think If my heavy head will float then tell me what exactly will sink? A dog and a young girl have had you made, you pull all the switches but you're afraid A kind like you is dreadful but you still go by the wonderful Thinking I'm okay, is my obvious mistake I'm a dirty sponge that needs a squeeze I'll give but I wont take CHORUS 1: Caught inside, The curtain that you're hiding DIALOGUE: "But Ego is never the master of self, for we are constantly bedevilled by powerful unconscious forces in our being. David obviously has little sense of his own identity" VERSE 2: Lock me out or let me in If I had a better name for it I still could never win And I know I won't think of it so I fake it every time I've got nothing against nature but I'd still call it a crime But you hate it, I fake it, its never the same I'll never have a costume to blame I'm not one for excuses but for you I'll make excuses and Lie to me every day, you know no other way I'm a dirty sponge that needs a squeeze just tell me I'm okay CHORUS 2: Caught inside, The curtain that you hide behind Your eyes can't lie There's nothing you wont seem to try
3.
What Now? 03:31
DIALOGUE 1: "There is the self we think we are and the self that attempts to deal with the outside world of reality" "I mean I'm sitting here stupefied I don't even know what to say" "it's just come down that its gonna mean things to think about that I've never really thought about before." "It's kind of boring here, isn't it?" "Where else could we go David?" "I dunno. Do you have any ideas?" "Well..." "Without that understanding of those half-tamed demons that lived within us. We are enslaved by our unconcious drives and emotions. We are victims of our own past. Concious, unconcious." VERSE 1: I hate who I am and I'm terrified of what I might become I fake being happy and, Its draining me Its draining me "We are enslaved. Concious, unconscious" The person I am is only one half of me, I hide my ideas that I know they wont see and Its killing me Its killing me "Kind of boring here isn't it?" "Where else could we go David?" "This is what I've discovered." CHORUS 1: Empty minds and thoughtless thoughts are no different What will you be doing while you look back on your life? BREAKDOWN: Empty minds and thoughtless thoughts are no different "Our childhood relations with our parents, said Freud, govern all of our later affections, and often fill them with anxiety." "So precarious, it really is. It's just, my son died on June 16th and I got sent to the shrink to get better" CHORUS 2: What will you be doing while you look back on you life "We are enslaved. Concious, unconscious." OUTRO: "This is what I've discovered." (x3) "I mean I'm sitting here stupefied I don't even know what to say" (x3)
4.
Outside In 03:34
INTRO: Obviously its not for you, there's no need to try what you know you can't do I'm seeing stars, I'm staring at mirrors And its never enough for me VERSE 1: Only I have two identities, I know I'm not mistaken and I can't seem to count the uncertainties that roll aroudn my head at night And I think I hate it but I find, when I'm stuck I end up back in this place is all too unkind for me CHORUS 1: Nothing is lost and nothing is gained for me Outside is in and nothing gets out VERSE 2: Feeling the shame that they gave to me, I keep it with me at all times since I'd hate to have some serenity It's too much I cant think about and I can't be bothered any more anyhow Shut me up and act upon it My mind is wandering from here and now all the time CHORUS 2: Nothing is lost and nothing is gained for me Outside is in and nothing gets out at all Outside is in and nothing gets out BRIDGE: Obviously its not for you, there's no need to try what you know you'll never do (x2) Obviously its not for you, there's to try what you know you can't do I'm seeing stars, I'm staring at mirrors and it's never enough for me (x4) (Obviously its not for you, there's no need to try what you know you'll never do)
5.
Headspace 04:33
VERSE 1: Waiting isn't enough for most, and certainly it's not enough for me I bide my time, and I distort my own reality Escapist that I am, I'm often alone when I don't mean to be And even that's enough, there is always something more to see The quiet that you're looking for, is somewhere deep inside your brain and I never find a moment, there is always a thought here to contain But what the hell do I know? I treat myself all too unkind There's nothing that I'm looking for and nothing that I think I'll find CHORUS 1: (Ahhh) Oh it's never enough for the headspace all around me Nothing's ever enough, for the headspace all around me CHORUS 2: (Ahhh) Oh it's never enough for the headspace all around me Nothing's ever enough, for the headspace all around me OUTRO: "It's terrifying, it really is. But it's also exhilarating, and extremely psychede-" END Why are you reading these anyway?

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This EP is the result of me slaving away hours in my basement with a pretty minimal recording set up.

Enjoy my friend, enjoy the fruits of my labour and passion.

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released July 25, 2014

All songs written by Graeme Clarke, with the exception of guitar and bass parts on tracks two and five written by Luc Nadeau. All songs produced and mixed by Graeme Clarke, and mastered by Brock McFarlane of CPS Mastering.

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